When our little grandaughter Autumn was born a year last September we were happy apart from it being our 8th girl and no sight of a boy anywhere. She was lovely and was the image of Jasmine her older sister. Then each time she came she was terrified of me and it was awful as she would look at me, then look at her dad with fear in her eyes look back at me, then at him and then really cry, and cry , and cry. It was awful, none of the others have acted in this way and she was fine with everyone else. She would giggle and smile at her grandad and all her cousins etc, but cry with me. Even this christmas I couldn't hold her or anything even though she was 15 months old.
I decided that I wouldn't push it at all and now she was a bit older and sitting and crawling round I would walk past her say hello and walk straight away. I did this as often as possible. Then she appeared a little better, I still couldn't hold her or stay near but she let me give her a biscuit or wotsit crisps as she loves them, as long as she was with her dad.
On tuesday Mark came down to cut our Ivy back on the house walls and as usual he brought her with him. He is the house husband. The others are all at school now. He put her on the floor and to my astonishment she didn't cry when I looked at her or when I spoke to her. I thought I would try just talking to her and bringing her toys to play with. Then I said to her "shall we go and see daddy?" and I picked her up and took her to the front door to see her dad working. Well she didn't cry or look terrified. She just stayed calm and I talked gently to her, then brought her back in and put her down. I did this a few times and she was fine each time. Mark even took a photo of us together to show to Nikki to prove it was happening. I am so happy. To not have been able to hold her or talk to her since she was born without her being frightened had been really hard. I do wonder why she was frightened of me though, and it was a genuine fear I have no doubt of that. I am just glad that I persevered gently speaking and walking away and finally building it up. Mark would put his phone on speaker so she could hear my voice when he was talkiing to me so she could see he was okay with me. I can't wait to see them again so we can see if she is still making progress.